no, i dont have a good night rest.
tml is the first paper.
bt thats not the cause.
sth else. fucking idiotic.
i wan to spout those vulgarities out so desperately.
you're such an asshole.
i alr, doesnt noe wad ure tinking.
ure not the one i noe in the very first place.
last time, ure so different frm any other guys.
you will be faithful. you will.
and i trust u. so much. that now, im so hurt.
i find myself so stupid.
i tink u haf the same tinking as well.
tts y you can just lie as much as u could.
wtf.
wad u really feel is wad u say mah?
wad u say is really how u act mah?
i cant tell. not anymore
u said, " i cant believe one and half yr and YOU STILL DUN TRUST ME?"
i wonder, how u said it when u did sth so wrong.
i wonder, how can u possibly act like u done nth wrong at all?
i dont know.
a chance. well well, u newer appreciate any fucking thing.
given once twice. haha. tis laugh is for myself.
im so stupid. tt i gt pain, sadness in return.
unfair. totally unfair.
now, i can forgive.
but not forget. never.
my first love. heartbroken.

i need to just prepare for my econs paper.
as for now. gambatte. :')