Negative No More

my internet is working again!

Tuesday, December 30, 2008, 11:24:00 PM

while loading my ryusei drama, i shall do some blogging.
got tired of sushido when played too much of it in a day.
internet's back, and im hooked back to my lappy again. Aw, thats not very good for health.
You see. sitting down in front of the lappy makes my ass getting bigger and heavier and saggier? LOL. and then, from the rays the screen is omitting, makes my skin colour turn yellowish? but still i cant resist the temptations! haha! wna hug tis tight to slp LOL.

yea, just received a call from some unknown female.
the conv goes like this (i uses a very very sian voice as she disrupt my little nyonya show!) :

unknown: "hi, is your father at home?"
me: "no, he is not in."
unknown: "how about your mother?"
me: " she's not in as well. need me convey message?"
unknown: " do you know if they are intending to sell the flats?"
me: "no, definitely not!"
unknown: "ok, good night"
me *hangs up*

hello? selling flat? den where shld i stay? been receiving this kinda stupid call since dunno when.
f**k lar.

okays, dun let her ruin my mood. haha! as my internet's back! congrats me!
30more mins to 31st. WOOTs! countdown!
this would mark the end of year 2008 and welcome 2009!

Monday, December 29, 2008, 10:55:00 PM

2 days to 2009!!!

TADAH! i drew this! and im so proud of myself. haha. bt am lazy to rotate. so just use some of ur neck muscles and tilt ur head a little will do ;D
i find myself so talented LOL. got a small collection of my drawings alr. ya noe, very small collection only.

yeaps, its night time ler. and always thoughts hindering me at night most. dun like it.
im not sure wad i want. wad i really need and want.
how things turn out this way. always, always. these thoughts can just led me crying and stuff. *knocking head against screen* zzz
how could things possibly turn out this way where i hawen even prepared. not even slightly. i dun like it. i hate it.
i thought i could just take it normally. could time heals? its been quite long and doesnt seems to work. but perhaps a single bit.
so much misses and stuff from bottom. say it or no? it just doesnt seem to make any difference. im not sure about the future. but im sure, i want to cherish. thats the word i like ;)
i feel so dumb to even cry in front of the toopid screen. wadeva it is, let nature take its course. and yes, i hope i wont get hurt any deeper. no longer can. heal fast please.

lappy finally got internet. was happy but eventually, i realise i have no more excuses to go ower his hse..

i miss you :'(

Sunday, December 28, 2008, 8:34:00 PM

just came back from msia. haha, im a frequent visitor there lol.
yea, went back to grandparent's place to give them a visit.
i then realise that my grandfather so knowledgeable! he reads newspaper everyday but i bet alot of us did (except me) the main point is that he keeps a record of the newspaper. he write down all the impt news. FAINTs! and his handwriting is like so POWER! super nice sial.

picture taken when we were having hotpot with fion, jw, lx, alex and xl ;)
my unique one and only straw for watermelon ice blend! nobody elses have a heart shape! yea, i tink someone is trying to confess to me?! haha.

jw's honeydew. lx's mango. mine watermelon.
that makes traffic lights! :D

went clubbing. i slept at 6 in the morni and woke up at 12. so unhealthy me :(
i was a lil topsy-turvy. so i look ABIT retarded. haha. emphasing ABIT only ar!
that was when we were right in front of my aunt's hse. @.@

high ;D

crazy night!

Friday, December 26, 2008, 11:18:00 AM

CDS selection
1. 20th century fashion
2. public speaking
3. freehand drawing
4. basic calculus
5. colour and composition

pray hard, im shivering with the thought of public speaking ><

a missing ring.
trust no more.
confusing.
have to let go or hang on?

random thoughts...

, 11:12:00 AM

me and lexuan :)

waiting~~

dine at manhattan.

seafood platter for two ^^ this is super duper delicious

white bait with coleslaw

seafood chowder. omg, im in love wit this

thanks lot hippo for the christmas dinner. super oiishi!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!

, 11:02:00 AM

CHRISTMAS EVE!
went orchard to do some shopping for presents :)
den went billy bombers for dinner with dearest sisters.
had seafood combo, clam chowder, USA platter, milkshake and mocktail.
WOOTS! so full, and it cost a bomb. $70plus.
i wun dine there ler unless some1 willing to treat me ya!

yeaps, and went over to swensens to meet SAINTs. yea, its weijie bdae!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA!
had my coit tower there. haha, keep eating and eating.

later, went over to hippo's aunt place for some xmas party!
got presentsss! hahha.
thanks loads to hippo's parents for the perfume ^^

, 10:07:00 AM

out with girlfriends on christmas eve eve. haha.
photos are always with joce, and always so long den upl. soso, have to wait bah. haha.
yeaps. had our dinner at thai express. (:
i had my curried soft shell crab! thats my favourite man!
got piss off by one ah pek aft my dinner. walau, argh!

and! went to toilet. yups, nth special.
BUT! went toilet for some fake eyelash party ;D
i bot 2 for joce and yun. haha.
CHIO BUs~~!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008, 4:24:00 PM

currently stuck in school's lab. ya, as usual is for proj.
and hey, hippo went for his movie yea. and ignore me ler. newer reply.
sad sad me T.T

okays, ytd went for mentor activities at 10am. bt me and yun went off early at 1pm. haha. but we did enjoy ourselves together with other mentors in WSPS.
we did our cheer and ya, the photo below is our creativity!

we got third for cheer but hais, is their eyes ears gt shyt lol. we deserve better scores! ;)

spot my palm? is "R". the red one hoho. when i actually wash off that paint. it looks exactly like blood. awesome man! it makes me somehow "painful". heh heh.

i got my new eyelashes on. it looks so fake though =.=lll
i bought a new blouse. it looks so blue. and yea, its bright blue anw. haha.

end off~ i nida go off to orchard!
COUNTDOWN TO XMAS : 2days!

Sunday, December 21, 2008, 6:44:00 PM

nothing to blog. today's a great day! with the photo of le le! my lovely cousin!

LOVE her *cheese*

, 4:06:00 AM

went vch for nv band concert. hmms, and i love A band. so nice~ main band need to improve alot to catch up haha. i just love A band more than main band (oops and i dun wish to offend anyone)
the gatsby song, suddenly benny get up and kanna spray on his hair. so cute and unexpected. (:

me and joce in our seats. the specs is ber's.

the tickets..

the flowers bot for jul, hua and ber! me and joce actually didnt realise its fake until we took tis photo. LOL. we got cheated!

aft the concert, walk sihua dear dear to cityhall station and off we go to dhoby. then, bought tickets for late night movie.
starbucks with yun and joce ;)

watched 12am show. the day the earth stood still. okays, this is kinda lame. bt theres some disgusting scene lol. i like the little boy with the maggie mee hair haha.

Thursday, December 18, 2008, 8:53:00 PM

went for my proj discussion in the early afternoon. we came up the idea of marusaki host club. hope its a success lol. heng, i got wonderful team members. muacks!

and then meet my meimei for pizza and came a aftergym hippo. (yea, i mentioned u again)
and tadah! we bought a winnie the pooh box. okays im the one who wants it so despo-ly. haha. its so nice can~~ yeaps, theres a photo of it!

and hey, dedicated to hippo: hello? wheres my orchard more than words????

i wanted to buy so many blink blink stuffs ;)
heh heh

, 8:52:00 PM

HIPPO!!!!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008, 8:29:00 PM

bought hippo a top at springfield!
xmas present!!

went ps for twilight!

movie was nice! we watched sneak preview =.= cost me 10 bucks. when the next day the movie will be out. LMAO!
a nice outing with poly girlfwens!

Monday, December 15, 2008, 4:02:00 PM

doing proj and blogging at the same time (;
heh heh.
ytd went ps for hot tomatoes!

this is one of the cosplay photos.
so nice rights???? (:
most of the photos with jocelyn! so fast fast jocelyn.
upload! i wan appreciate all the photos haha.
im so despo. (for the photos) haha