i got cheated.
not knowing which is the truth or lie.
i dont know what my hippo is tinking.
but, i will not be a distraction. hope not.

i know very well bout his character. yea.
still, i love him. so much. so so much.
will our love fade away?
bt im sure. for now, my hippo still have feelings for me.
im very sure.

bt, so what. everyting ended. jus within hours of tokings.
i accept. i respect.

i never regret being with him.
if time U-turn, i will really salvage. give in. do wadeva i can.
now, its too late.

dun try to ignore me.
we are friends, arent we?

i cant stop tinking and recalling.
but but. i will be strong.
i have to be strong.
i must be. must.
like tis, at least i can still be by his side.

im so emo. tts really not me.
hmm, i believe a smile can change all these.

sockyee, concentrate on ur studies please.
he is doing so, as well.
be on the same track as him.
not in front, not behind.
but beside him. side by side.

another painful night.
can you help me chase all that away?